I’m back again after so long.. the songs by Olivia is making mi feeling all emo rather then happy. I guess the number of times I repeated her songs are uncountable… I’m really awe struck that how God has been planting people in my lives even when my capacity of loving people is so small. i miss people easily and I don show it tru actions but underneath mi my heart is. Whenever the familiar music is played, the familiar place I’m at, the familiar things I’m doing, all the past good and bad memory will slowly drift out of my memory. Its hard for mi to adapt to changes in my life but life always have to go on even when the most scariest thing happen. Be bold be strong yong jie. Another year is gonna past, looking back at last year I’ve got so many thanksgiving that God brought me through with his abundant grace and love. From simple things to things that make me cry, God is making himself so real in my life and no one can testify to it only mi the person that experience it. Looking back at this year my life is just like a sine wave, the lowest point- where I’m hurt, lost, angry, confuse, struggling, emo. And the highest point- where I’m loved, joyful, laughing madly, carefree, relieve!!! From a quote from forrest gump: life is like a box of chocolate, you never know wad you gonna get next. God din create us to be like a robot only doing good things that pleases him, but he gave everyone a choice of freedom. To choose right or wrong, good or bad making one’s life so colourful. Moving on to the next phrase of life is indeed challenging and scary. Shall stop thinking abt it, just live everyday happily enjoying the time spend with the wonderful friends and family around me and of course God my heavenly father, shepherd and friend. =) tschus!..
Lkite Ne
PROFILE
name: yong jie
age: always 18
love God, friends and family!!!
WISHES
i wish to be tanned
i wish to touch REAL snow
i wish to stay on high mountains
i wish to be a cheerful BOY this year!! =)